Into the Fire: A Firsthand Account of the Most Extraordinary
Battle in the Afghan War
By Dakota Meyer
(Random House, 256 page, $27)
THE DOWNSIDE OF JOINING THE ELITE group of Medal of Honor
recipients is that the currency to gain admission is generally
one’s life. You can win the medal. You can stay alive. You can’t do
both. Dakota Meyer, an exception to this rule, is the only Marine
in the last four decades to win the Medal of Honor and live to tell
the tale. And what a tale it is.
Meyer’s book,
Into the Fire: A Firsthand Account of the Most Extraordinary
Battle in the Afghan War, is about bravery and bureaucracy.
Meyer overflows with the former quality. He overflows with contempt
for the latter annoyance. More than occasionally the
noncommissioned officer demonstrates his bravery by refusing to
cower on the battlefield—or to bureaucracy.
Meyer’s citation notes “gallantry” and “intrepidity” facing
“almost certain death” at Ganjgal, a six-hour battle he crashed
after being disinvited from a mission to meet the village’s elders.
Meyer’s motivation wasn’t to kill strangers but to save friends. He
ultimately used every one of the 15 or so tourniquets with which he
had set out and dragged numerous wounded combatants from harm’s
way. But the remaining team members, those missing, benefitted from
neither his first aid nor his heroics under fire. “Ganjgal was one
of the deadliest small-arms battles of the Afghanistan war,” Meyer
notes, pointing to the six Americans, eight allied Afghans, and
similar numbers of enemies who fell on September 8, 2009. “There
were no IEDs, no bombs, and very few artillery shells. Bullets
caused most of the casualties. Ganjgal was a mountain fight from an
earlier century.”
Indeed, the most harrowing hand-to-hand combat on Meyer’s “worst
day” might be described as downright paleolithic. As an enemy
fighter takes Meyer by surprise, the captured Marine furtively
triggers loose a grenade from his M203 (for the uninitiated,
essentially an M16 with a grenade launcher attached below the rifle
barrel). “The 40-millimeter grenade shot forward the two feet to
his armored vest. It didn’t explode. Instead it knocked him back.”
Meyer, wondering why he and his combatant weren’t dead from a
grenade explosion (thank God for duds), wrestles for his life with
the stunned Taliban fighter. He grabs a baseball-sized rock from
the ground. “I smashed his face again and again, driven by pure
animal rage.” When in the Stone Age, do as the cavemen.
As brutal, but more technologically sophisticated, was the
demise of “a bearded, hatless man in his mid-thirties, dressed in
brick-red man-jams with a green chest rig full of ammo, running
toward the truck and firing an AK at us from his hip.” Meyer
recalls how his truck’s driver “hit the accelerator. The truck hit
the man squarely in his chest. There was a bump, and then another
bump under the tires.” The passenger then instructed the stunned
driver: “Back up and do it again!”
Meyer’s physical courage is matched by moral courage unafraid to
say “no” to bureaucracy, which partisans of the armed services
often forget can make the military every bit a byzantine labyrinth
of red tape as the rest of the government. After higher-ups
explicitly instructed him to stay off the mission, Meyer, sensing
trouble, disobeyed orders to aid his brothers in arms. He explains
that “there was a good chance I’d be sent back to the States in
disgrace,” should he have stumbled upon a routine patrol rather
than the chaotic battle zone he ultimately discovered.
The story of America’s most recent living Medal of Honor winner
highlights two contrasting traits found in martial organizations:
heroism and C-Y-A poltroonery. Strangely, those putting their lives
on the line in battle took more risks than those fearing rank on
the line far away from it.
When Meyer’s cohorts call for white phosphorus to conceal
themselves from the enemy, skittishness over the proximity of the
village, and the fresh fallout over the chemical’s use in Fallujah,
prevents the consummation of the call for fire. The Tactical
Operations Center (TOC) denies a plea for air support for similar
reasons. “The directive from the high command was clear: do not
employ ‘air-to-ground or indirect fires against residential
compounds,’ defined as any structure or building known or likely to
contain civilians, unless the ground force commander has verified
that no civilians are present.” The residential compounds contained
Taliban fighters firing at Americans, but who could say
definitively whether any civilians remained inside? The TOC wasn’t
about to take any chances, which meant chancing heightened friendly
casualties.
When Meyer’s team calls for a medevac of a wounded serviceman,
the TOC inquires: “Is he Army or Marine?” Who cares? He’s American,
the embattled befuddled respond. “Repeat, TOC needs to know if he’s
Army or Marine. It’s in the regulations.”
Meyer’s heroics were as much a rebellion against regulations and
rank as they were a taunt of the Grim Reaper. The corporal displays
insubordination more associated with goats than heroes. But in his
insolence he paradoxically follows commander’s intent in a way that
many of his by-the-book cohorts do not. The outgunned Meyer
implores the occupants of a Humvee, “Man your .50-cal!” They
respond, “We’re logistics. We don’t fight.” When a dazed first
sergeant stubbornly demands to fight on, Meyer insists on his
extraction from the battlefield. “No, First Sergeant, you’re not
going back in,” the corporal explains. The senior enlisted man
maintains, “Yes, I am!” Meyer stands up to him: “No, you’re getting
medevaced out.” Meyer proves that an enlisted Marine with no
rockers bullying an enlisted Marine with three rockers isn’t always
off his rocker. To a female Army captain ensconced in a truck a few
feet from an ally Afghan who bled out, Meyer expresses his disgust
through a two-word phrase that begins with “f” and ends with
“u.”
Meyer’s contempt for desk-jockey officiousness remains after the
fog of war clears. “Over one hundred American soldiers, supported
by gun trucks and helicopter gun ships, marched up the village,” he
bitterly notes of the battle’s aftermath. “Declaring they had come
in peace, the Americans handed out Korans and prayer rugs. I hope
someone prayed for my team.”
Ultimately, Meyer loses the battle—against the Taliban and the
bureaucrats. After dumping a life’s worth of adrenaline in a day,
the warrior experiences a traumatic letdown. He discovers the
corpses of the quartet he fought to save sans gear and weapons. The
grim irony of winning the Medal of Honor through losing his friends
wasn’t lost on the Kentuckian when he stood before the president on
September 15, 2011. “My country was recognizing me for being a
failure and for the worst day of my life.”
Pecos Pete| 11.20.12 @ 7:14AM
Remember Benghazi!
c. j. acworth| 11.20.12 @ 7:57AM
I can't help but think that anyone currently in the military would get the hell out as soon as possible. God bless and keep those who choose to stay in.
Gary B| 11.20.12 @ 8:42AM
Bureaucracy in combat. Isn't that just great.
Occam's Tool| 11.20.12 @ 10:01AM
Thank You, Legal Profession. (Sarc)
Thank You , Dakota Meyer. (Deeply felt, with tears)
Ken (Old Texican)| 11.20.12 @ 10:39AM
My understanding is that Dakota's base MOS was infantry/medic. Only in extremis would he fire his own weapon.
Albert Constantine Jr.| 11.20.12 @ 2:43PM
The Marine Corps does not have an infantry / medic MOS. The Navy supplies its Hospital/ Pharmacist Mates to serve as Corpsmen.
Also, all Marines are trained as riflemen, so firing an individual weapon would be expected, unless the priority was manning a crew served weapon or directing fire (such as a scout/forward observer).
markenoff| 11.20.12 @ 5:07PM
" “The 40-millimeter grenade shot forward the two feet to his armored vest. It didn’t explode. Instead it knocked him back.” Meyer, wondering why he and his combatant weren’t dead from a grenade explosion (thank God for duds)..."
40mm grenades must rotate a sufficient number of times at speed for the safety features to be forced from the path of the firing pin by centrifugal force. The grenade probably wasn't a dud it just had not traveled a sufficint distance to arm. Thank the designer for the built in safety feature.
Albert Constantine Jr.| 11.20.12 @ 5:37PM
I believe the phrase used for the M203 40mm grenade launcher ammunition process was "spin armed" when I used to be the primary in a small arms class at Quantico 30 years ago.
ncatty| 11.20.12 @ 5:25PM
Well done Meyer. Now let's get the hell out.
markenoff| 11.20.12 @ 5:44PM
I train Soldiers preparing to deploy to Afghanistan. I tell them to get in good shape because they will be flown into Afghanistan but they might have to walk out.
Gary B| 11.20.12 @ 10:28PM
That's good advice because Obama has a habit of abandoning Americans who are in harm's way.
atilla| 11.20.12 @ 5:45PM
Even tho they are few, we must honor them because they are heroes and we all can't be .
When you expose yourself to accomplish any mission under heavy fire, you are a hero.
TankerCMD| 11.20.12 @ 8:05PM
Dan as a former Marine and a hell of a writer, you should know better- as I wrote to your Editor, the M203 has a built-in safety feature- the round won't detonate until it's a safe distance from the firer- so it wasn't a "dud" when it didn't go off 2 feet from his chest, as you wrote. C'mon Marine, you're a great writer, so "snap in" and make the correction to your great article- best, Old US Cavalry Bosnia M203 grenadier- Apache Troop, 1/104th Cavalry
soljerblue| 11.21.12 @ 4:35AM
If enough warriors like Cpl. Meyer eventually go into politics, maybe this America still has a chance. Its biggest enemies are domestic.
Gr0w1er601| 11.21.12 @ 9:24AM
The biggest enemy just got re-elected to the WH.