p>I know lots of struggling local musicians. Many of them are
middle aged and have accepted, albeit reluctantly, that they will
never make it as professional musicians, that as artists they are
mediocre at best. I have followed their careers, rooted for them,
attended their shows when I could, bought their CDs, and wished
them well. But by the time they reached 40, Father Time had pretty
much knocked the illusions out of them and most were grateful they
had kept their day jobs as senior regional managers or music
teachers. They are now able to write and perform their songs
because it is what they enjoy doing, not because it is how they
hope to make a princely living or because they’d hoped to achieve
some kind of low-rent immortality as an inductee into the Country
Music Hall of Fame. Like a tired swimmer, they have stopped
struggling and accepted their fate. This couldn’t have been easy
for them because we are so often fed that old line about “holding
on to your dreams.” Fortunately Keith Urban wasn’t appearing at the
Bluebird that night (as if!), so we didn’t have to sit through his
treacly version of that cliche:
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em>’Cause someday baby
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Your ship is gonna come in, so
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Hold onto your dreams
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‘Cause everything ya see
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Comes true if you believe in holdin’
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On to your dreams
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Oh, God. If you drive outside of Nashville to the suburb of Forest
Hills you can see one of Urban and Kidman’s many palaces high up on
a hill, paid for by writing doggerel like that. Amazing.
Today, Nashville feels like a museum, haunted by the ghosts of
Hank Williams, Ernest Tubb, and Minnie Pearl. Only at the Bluebird
do the city and the music come alive.