By William Tucker on 5.12.06 @ 12:07AM
Things are so different now that it can be disorienting.
The face is older but unmarked with the concerns of age. The
eyes still sparkle with curiosity behind wire-rimmed glasses. The
slender fingers animate every conversation. The mind probes after
every stray fact.
Across the polished desk from me in a converted church building
in Jackson, Mississippi, sits Roy DeBerry, vice-president for
economic development and local government affairs at Jackson State
University.
The last time we saw each other, he was a bright young teenager
in Holly Springs, about an hour south of Memphis. I was a restless
college graduate in search of adventure. It was 1964 -- "Freedom
Summer" -- an era now almost completely forgotten but etched
forever in the memory of anyone who was there.
It was the first summer of my life when I didn't have a school
to return to in the fall. Vaguely committed to civil rights in a
principled way, I was also looking for excitement. I had forgotten
this aspect until a few years ago when a scholar at the University
of Arizona studied the volunteers and then sent us all copies of
the forms we filled out when we signed up. Among the people I had
asked to be notified that I was headed for Mississippi was a
girlfriend who had dumped me a year before because I wasn't radical
enough for her. Like any soldier marching off to war, I was trying
to make an impression on the ladies.
ONE OF THE FIRST THINGS WE VOLUNTEERS learned was how smart and
articulate the local kids were. They piled into the Freedom Schools
and hung around the Freedom House all day, eager to learn. The boys
were clear-eyed and stoic, the girls sassy and not to be trifled
with. We Northern college kids felt we were discovering a hidden
national treasure.
Even among this energetic group, Roy stood out. A junior at the
segregated high school, he was so bright and curious and affable
that everyone knew he was going places. I remember being sprawled
on a couch in the Freedom House one afternoon, talking about this
and that, when all at once he exclaimed, "I just love a good book.
I could stay up all night reading a good book."
It's hard to remember now just how far removed Mississippi was
from the rest of America in 1964. People were murdered all the
time. James Cheney, Andrew Goodman, and Michael Schwerner had
already disappeared before most of the 1,000 volunteers boarded the
buses to head south from Oxford, Ohio. When the FBI began
investigating -- unprecedented at the time -- they turned up three
or four corpses of other black men who had disappeared without
anyone taking notice. Medgar Evers, a veteran of Normandy and the
NAACP's first field officer in Mississippi, was murdered on his
front lawn in Jackson only the year before.
Today, one of the major arteries through Jackson is named the
Medgar Evers Expressway. There's also a statue of him downtown.
In Holly Springs, one of our volunteers helped the kids at the
Freedom School write a play about Evers's death that was later
performed in New York. Roy played Darryl, Evers's oldest son. "I'm
gonna kill me a white man, mama! I'm gonna to kill one!" his lines
went at one point. Elderly black women in the audience tittered
nervously. They had never heard such thoughts expressed aloud. Yet
Mama counseled Darryl to be patient and love one another, and
somehow the way Roy said the lines you knew he didn't mean it
anyway. He was too young and optimistic for rancor.
Aviva Futorian, a young Brandeis graduate, took Roy under her
wing and got him admitted a year later. With Roy's first trip
north, however, he found himself in a different world. "It became
obvious that I wasn't prepared for college so I did a year in prep
school," he says. By the time he started his undergraduate work,
the campus was steeped in 1960s' turmoil. Roy became a student
leader. Somewhere along the line he encountered Anthony Lukas, a
New York Times reporter doing a Neiman Fellowship at
Harvard, who wanted to chronicle his experience. "At first I wasn't
interested, but he was very persuasive," he recalls. Roy ended up
on the cover of Lukas's 1970 book, Don't Shoot, We Are Your
Children.
In those pages, Roy sounded alienated from Northern culture and
anxious to get back home. When he returned to Mississippi, he found
the state much more receptive to his talents. He got a job as an
assistant to Governor William Allain, serving first as director for
public policy, then head of job development, and finally as the
state's deputy secretary of education. In 1992, he became County
Administrator for Hinds County, home of Jackson and the largest
county in the state.
Although the racial roadblocks had been lifted there were still
a few institutional barriers. When Roy was nominated for Jackson
Superintendent of Schools in the mid-1990s, the teachers' union
objected vociferously because he didn't have an education degree.
At that point he had a Ph.D. from Brandeis and honorary degrees
from several institutions, but the NEA opposed him because he
hadn't taken his Mickey-Mouse education courses. After several
weeks of turmoil, Roy finally withdrew his nomination. In 1999, he
became a professor of public policy at Jackson State.
His younger brother, Andre, is now the mayor of Holly Springs. A
nephew is part of the team at the New Orleans
Times-Picayune that just won the Pulitzer Prize for its
coverage of Hurricane Katrina.
THINGS ARE NOW SO DIFFERENT IN Mississippi that it can be
disorienting. "I'll have guys at the university say to me, 'Nothing
has changed. It's just as bad as ever down here.' I say to them,
'Did you ever walk down the street with a white girl?' 'Sure,' they
say. 'Well, then you don't know what it was like back then.'"
In 1964, Mississippi was mile after mile after mile of
kudzu-covered forest exuding exotic menace, occasionally
interrupted by tenant shacks where goats lived on the front porch
and children had never worn shoes. Today the kudzu forests are
interlaced with federal highways and chain restaurants. A Toyota
factory almost two miles long sits just north of Jackson. One way
or another, Mississippi has joined the world.
"We have these blues festivals down in the Delta in honor of
Robert Johnson," says Roy. "It used to be if you had a guitar and
sat on the front porch of your cabin singing about what happened to
you that day, that was the blues. It was ingrained in everybody.
Now we have these Japanese bands that come over to perform. They've
got the mechanics down and the music sounds good, but somehow it
isn't the same."
Then his eyes twinkle again. "But that's America, isn't it?"
Roy DeBerry doesn't just make conversation. His restless mind is
always probing. He wants to know my life story, how I got to be a
writer, how many kids I have, what they're doing. A few years ago,
when my oldest son was in high school, I arranged to have him
interview Roy over the phone for a paper he was doing on the Civil
Rights era. Afterwards, Roy had one complaint -- my son hadn't
asked enough questions.
And so over an hour's time, we try to span the years, back to
that dilapidated little Freedom House across from Rust College,
where 40 of us gathered each day with the sense that -- despite the
fears, despite the hatred that surrounded us -- we were making
history. "The thing that was so important to us at the time was to
realize that somebody else in the country cared about what was
happening to us down here," he says. "We'd been fighting for civil
rights for ten years, but that was the first time we realized
someone else was on our side."
Then, as it comes time to say good-bye, he stops me again. "You
know, it brings such joy to see people from the old days."
It's been a joyful trip for Roy DeBerry -- and for America.
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