By Paul Beston on 12.4.03 @ 12:05AM
Pat Tillman, 75th Ranger Regiment, fights on.
Watching football on Thanksgiving weekend reminded me of younger
days when the NFL was a passion of mine. In recent years it has
become more of a diversionary interest, and I no longer know who is
who, or which teams are the ones to beat. While the league is still
blessed with some admirable players, the ones I tend to remember
now, unfortunately, are those who behave notoriously off the field
or insufferably on it. But sitting among family on the holiday, I
happily remembered Pat Tillman, the best story the NFL has had in
many years.
Pat Tillman was the starting strong safety for the Arizona
Cardinals when the 9/11 attacks occurred. He played out the 2001
season and then with his brother Kevin, a former minor league
baseball player, enlisted in the Army Rangers. In doing so, Tillman
walked away from a three-year, $3.6 million dollar contract with
the Cardinals for an $18,000 salary and plentiful opportunities to
get his head shot off. That hasn't happened yet, and God willing it
won't. But the pay cut kicked in right away.
Some Internet surfing revealed that the Tillman brothers are
currently deployed somewhere in the Middle East with the elite 75th
Ranger Regiment. On the weekend before Thanksgiving, the brothers
spoke briefly with their parents, who do not know where they are or
what mission they are pursuing. They do know that their sons were
in Iraq in the spring during the height of the fighting, and that
this summer they were briefly stateside at Fort Lewis in Tacoma,
Washington.
Outside of an ESPY award earlier this year and the occasional
column, Tillman's story has gotten little press, but it's not all
the media's fault. For one thing, as Tillman's parents well know,
there is precious little information. For another, the Tillmans
have not granted a single interview since their enlistment.
Apparently determined that their endeavor not be construed as
self-aggrandizing or insincere, they have simply done what they
said they would do -- leave behind the fantasy world of sports to
serve their country.
It would be a remarkable story in any time, but in a more
cynical age it is nothing short of breathtaking. Imagine a 26-year
old American male, talented enough to play in the National Football
League and earn millions of dollars, leaving because he felt he had
more important things to do. What could be more important than
riches and fame? Why sacrifice when our culture so often portrays
sacrifice as the preserve of misfits and losers? For many
observers, Tillman's decision had to have an explanation more
rational, and less abstract, than mere nobility.
Certainly that was the attitude of Tillman's former teammate
Simeon Rice, who now plays with the Tampa Bay Buccaneers. Rice
suggested that Tillman might be joining the army because he wasn't
a very good football player anyway. While Tillman was not an
All-Pro, he did set a Cardinals team record with 224 tackles in
2000. Even if Rice's charge were true, it takes an especially small
person to voice such a thought publicly. But then the NFL happens
to be densely populated with such men, including Rice's Tampa Bay
teammate, the repulsive Warren Sapp.
In his inability to understand Tillman's patriotism, Rice no
doubt spoke for many of his NFL colleagues. His incomprehension was
further in evidence when, prompted by an interviewer, he
acknowledged that his former teammate's decision was "admirable."
Did Rice belatedly realize that it was patriotism -- one of the
oldest virtues -- that had motivated Tillman? Of course not:
"Maybe it was the Rambo movies?" he asked. "Maybe it's Sylvester
Stallone and Rocky?"
Right. If it isn't pure self-interest, then it must be
unadulterated fantasy. Such is the mentality of a good portion of
professional athletes today, particularly in the NFL, a once-proud
league now overrun by exhibitionists whose constant preening is
often difficult to distinguish from professional wrestling.
While media coverage of the Tillman story has been very
positive, a subtle "wait and see" attitude prevails in some of the
pieces that have been written, as if some revelation about a
big-bucks contract, or perhaps a movie deal, will surface sooner or
later to compromise his decision. The "mystery" some commentators
see in Tillman's actions is almost certainly the result of his
refusal to grant interviews; if he would only sit for a weepy
tell-all, all of their doubts could be put to rest.
For most normal people, though, the story is pretty simple --
somewhere in the Middle East, Pat Tillman is serving the United
States because he believes it is his duty. Meanwhile, back in the
NFL, a contingent of helmeted narcissists -- Rice, Sapp, Jeremy
Shockey, take your pick -- grow rich. The closest any of them will
come to war is in the numbing military metaphors that have long
been part of the repertoire of NFL players, coaches and
broadcasters.
Pat Tillman knows where the real war is, which is why he left
the fake one behind. If he decides to return to football when his
three-year tour of duty is up, he would have the impact of a human
disinfectant on the NFL. And his fellow players would owe him their
gratitude -- even Simeon Rice, assuming he can reach that high.
topics:
Sports, Movies, Military, Iraq